aamusedinatx ([personal profile] aamusedinatx) wrote2005-02-16 09:41 am

I'm Coffeed, Fed, and over sexed

The problem with that statement is it implies I have had too much of all three things!

1. There is no such thing as too much coffee.

2. There is DEFINITELY no such thing as too much sex!

I was sitting on the bus this morning, lost in thought and trying to find the steps I took from sexual awakening to 40 year old nymphomaniac/slut. Considering I landed in the bible-belt at age 13...and still managed to overcome that influence and my upbringing at the hands of a repressed woman who told me that sex was something I'd have to get used to--because it was the only way she knew of to have kids, remains a bit of a mystery to me.

I wonder if it is a mystery to most of us? I mean...I remember the journey. I was there when it happened. Still, I tend to look at separate incidents in my life and not really look at the stream of inter-connected events, even from a remove. Perhaps it is my habit of encapsulating and isolating scenarios that leaves me wondering about my own evolution.

Are you pondering what I'm pondering Pinky?

~ Red