Tomorrow the morning comes
May. 17th, 2005 10:31 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
aamusedinatxAfter I made my post last night, I took two Tylenol PM and passed out around 9:30pm. I slept until 7am this morning. It felt good. I still feel like I could sleep another 12 hours, but that 9 hours of sleep last night did me a lot of good, I think.
And so, today has dawned a bit brighter. I'm more settled, less wrung out, more happy, less pensive. I'm a little more at Peace. I certainly can't say I'm "Zen", but there is sort of an eye of the storm feeling to it and I'll hold onto and capture that quiet peace for as long as it lasts anyway. Maybe it will ballast me through the next wave of the storm.
Dr Lust did a drive by visit this morning. It was a wonderful way to start my day, conversation, a bagel and juice and a long hug. It's amazing how theraputic a hug can be. It can change your entire outlook on life. It's a simple, non verbal act of love.
And so...today I plan to be low key, try to take care of myself. Lace and I have an appointment at 3pm to get our nails done...pedicures...then off to Ikea to look at wardrobes and stuff. Spring cleaning and organizing of the little cottage by the bay has begun in earnest.
Today will be a better day...I insist.
And so, today has dawned a bit brighter. I'm more settled, less wrung out, more happy, less pensive. I'm a little more at Peace. I certainly can't say I'm "Zen", but there is sort of an eye of the storm feeling to it and I'll hold onto and capture that quiet peace for as long as it lasts anyway. Maybe it will ballast me through the next wave of the storm.
Dr Lust did a drive by visit this morning. It was a wonderful way to start my day, conversation, a bagel and juice and a long hug. It's amazing how theraputic a hug can be. It can change your entire outlook on life. It's a simple, non verbal act of love.
And so...today I plan to be low key, try to take care of myself. Lace and I have an appointment at 3pm to get our nails done...pedicures...then off to Ikea to look at wardrobes and stuff. Spring cleaning and organizing of the little cottage by the bay has begun in earnest.
Today will be a better day...I insist.
